Monday, August 27, 2007

expressing the emptiness inside me..

here goes... the first post fer the month of august 2007... was quite bzy fer the past one month... bzy studying fer the final sem exam, bzy finishing all the projects, bzy going to the gym and playing pool... has been going to the gym after school regularly nwadaez... from maybe juz 1 tym a week to 3 tyms a week... daes whr i nvr go to the gym after school i would go to play pool... so ended up reaching home late everydae...

the final sem exams had just ended... was quite confident fer my engineering maths 2, but the one hopeful of scoring high marks, my engineering mechanics, was quite disappointing la...made a few fatal mistakes... maybe im too complacent....? hahaxX... then the final paper, the electrical technology, was a disaster la... but its expected la... alwayz nvr listen to the lecturer teach one la... everytym would juz play psp or slp during his lesson... derez one tym when one grp of us was watching the japanese human tetris during his class... then its damn farni and we all laughed out loud la... in the end the teacher juz stopped teaching and joined us watching... i think he alr giv up hope on us la... hahaxX... hopefully i can juz pass the module...

nw tt its aft the exams, i hav been rotting at home la... juz damn sian la... lyk no mood to do anithing lyk tt... had been slping an average of 9 hours everydae la... but somehow im still tired la... every morning juz dun feel lyk getting out of the bed... am i physically tired or mentally tired...? i juz dun hav the answer... hopefully tis routine would last fer the 7 weeks of holidaes coming up....

another concern nw is to find job... fer the past one month had been working at the paddyfields restaurant... tot tt i will juz work dere during the period of 7 weeks since i hav alr settled dere and happie wif the things dere, but it will be closed fer renovation... and its juz nice the period of my holidae la... the restaurant will be closed fer 1.5 mths... damn suay la... everytime when im settled, smth will happen to stop mi frm working la... juz lyk tt tym at park hotel... damn man... nw another option is to go back to sentosa to work, or rather its not an option at all... the working condition dere sux, hav to work under the hot sun fer long hours... and lyk alwayz force ppl to work one la... nw im juz looking fer a relaxing job so i can spend more tym on my golf... shall i work at sentosa, its impossible for mi to play golf at all... or maybe i will juz help my dad to work... since he needed help fer his project on terminal 3... its sure a big headache....!

in pain... yes i am... with ulcea the size of 1 cent coin growing inside my mouth, knock on my right thumb and a bruised right middle finger while helping my dad to move some furnitures ytd... dunnoe y la, juz quite suay... normally fer ulcea, i juz rinse my mouth with salt water and it will cure in a few dae... nw i rinse fer a few daes alr but instead of getting better it gets worse... damn...

and dear manu, wad had happen to dem man... draw on the first 2 games and losing the 3rd one... its the worse start i had ever seen manu in la... even at tis early part of the season, im dun think manu can win the epl la... smth winning smth dun only takes skills, it also takes luck... lady luck juz dun go manu way tis season... wif rooney injured and ronaldo suspended, gary and saha still injured... in all the 3 games manu managed to get arnd 20+ shots per game, but somehw dey juz could nt find the net... and wif complete dominence of possesion in all the 3 games, its juz damn suay tt manu only get 2 points out of the possible 9... juz hoping tt manu can win spurs tonite...!

and yes, i have finally change my spec... no mroe professor specs fer mi alr.... hahaXX... i have been using the professor specs fer smth lyk 5 yrs alr la... power ah... and guess the cost fer my new specs... it cost mi arnd 450 bucks... the lenes itself alr cost arnd 350 bucks... ttz the reason y i hav been reluctant to change my specs and using contact lenes.... to hav those new frames, the lenes muz be extra thin, since my short sightness is arnd 800 degrees, and tt comes wif a price... well, juz blame it on myself fer no taking care of my eyes...