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Thursday, August 31, 2006
11:49 PM

noticed i blogged almost everydae recently... guess that shows how free i am in recent daes... hahaxX... i was told that im a tao-kia todae... am i really that tao...?! um... actually i am, sometimes... budden ttz me... ttz my attitude... hahaxX...! well, smths im just shy =D... guess i should do smth to it coze im finding myself increasing more tao too... budden at least im much betta nw than i was in primary school...! hahaxX... went back cckps todae... nvr really expect to see any teachers... just wanna meet up wif my friends... guess it will be the last year going back dere... coze nxt yr the destination is gonna be dss....! went to play soccer wif those primary school pals... everything was going so well until tis damn guai lan uncle came to interrupt... dunnoe wad the hell he doin also la... when we playing half way he suddenly came to ask whether he can join or nt... when evryone kept quiet, he turned to a hwachong guy and ask him his school nvr teach moral, see ppl committing crime still join in *hello, we're nt lyk consuming illegal drugs or murdered somebody, merely playin soccer in shelter?!*... suddenly he linked to the brazilians and sae dey dun play in street soccer courts, dey play without ball, blah blah blah... we're singaporeans damn you... i would hav fcuked him upside dn if i hav nt kept my cool... tok until so much crap... spoiled my dae...!
had breakfast at mac todae and was late fer school... was joined by other groups of dunearnites as well... the whole mac was lyk dunearn school's canteen and the 947 tt we took to school was lyk dunearn's school bus and tt we just came back frm a excursion....! muahahaxX... had so much fun...

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
11:08 PM

'Ultra Boring' is the phrase tt describes my dae in school todae... especially the 4 periods of bio/ chem period... went to the lab and did a simple experiment which dun even last fer 1 period... and wif the remaining periods he had, he went through the test papers, ws... boriiiing... fer twice todae i was awoken while sleeping kinda sweetly... one was during chinese and had to go computer lab to do a survey in the midst of the period... another is during geog lesson and mdm kong suddenly came into our class... haixX... bored + not able to sleep peacefully = terrible dae..!
Have been slacking these few nites... no hw no tutorials... tis is very bad...! 'o's are coming...! supposed to be studying hard budden in holidae mood nw... die liao la...! hahaxX

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Monday, August 28, 2006
8:24 PM

yarks...! the amaths mock exam todae totally sux... almost gave up when i attempted the firx page... surds, logs, diffentiation, integration... all those qns tt im weak come out... promised quite alot of ppl tt i will treat dem if i can pass the exam... hahaxX...! budden guess i will disappoint dem as im quite sure tt will not happen... well... the encouraging thing is that i passed my emaths mock exam...! when vijay said tt dere is 13 ppl who failed i tot im one of dem liao... but it turned out im nt... the sense of relieve...! shiok....! hahaxxX...
had an encounter recently tt made me realised the meaning of 'do not judge a book by its cover'.... got to noe this golfing couple recently... the guy is lyk so blur, has a 'good fer nth' expression and the way dey dress is lyk so casual... nt a single sign tt dey are loaded... and the last saturdae i saw the lady at the bag drop area, the guy went to fetch his car... i was expecting to see a proton or smth... but when i see a merz, i was totally stunned... speechless... hahaxX...!

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Sunday, August 27, 2006
12:07 AM

i felt rain todae...! hahaxX... it has been sometime since i golfed in the rain... well... guessed it came just at the right time too... felt so refreshed aft tt... the weather has been so bloody hot recently which totally suck...! kinda tired liao... um... just keep tis post short and sweet... =D
btw, MAN U WON AGAIN...!!! DEVILS ALL THE WAY...!!! hahaxX...!

i'm fine... =)



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Monday, August 21, 2006
8:29 PM

MATHS TUTORIAL SUX...!
damn fucked up wif maths todae... urgh...! maths tutorial is just making me hate maths even more...! wth wtf... ....


am i really tt fcuked up wif maths or fcuked up wif some other stuff...? confused....

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Monday, August 14, 2006
10:50 PM

the reality is right in front of my eyes... got maths tutorial from 5-7 everydae... scary huh...? everydae sky dark dark go out and sky dark dark then come back home... my dog will miss mi... hahaxX... well... practically lost my freedom... but guess itz a gd arrangement fer mi nw... can't longer study at home in peace anymore... hopefully it helps...
got a B3 in my recent 'o' levels chinese paper... quite surprised actually... was expecting smth lyk 5 or 6... hahaxX... budden still taking the retest in november to try to get at least a distinction...
the 'o' level english oral i took todae im rather satistified wif it... did much betta than the chinese ones... both the examiners are rather friendly... but i made a grave mistake by asking dem how to open the door... hahaxX... how stupid...
dunnoe whenz the nxt tym tt im gonna blog liao... haixX... 2 sessions of peer tutoring is already stressful enough liao then nw come out another 2 hours... leaving all my homeworks aside fer todae just to enjoy the last few hours of freedom... hahaxX... sounded lyk goin to jail lyk tt... well... gonna chill fer the rest of the dae... gt a stressful week ahead...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, August 09, 2006
12:26 AM

in foul mood fer the past few daez... firstly, did lyk shit fer the golf tournament on sundae... totally disgraced and disappointed with myself... after playing lyk 14 holes i totally gave up already... juz anihow play liao... eventually gt double par fer the lst 4 holes... for fridae and saturdae i nvr do any hw juz to practise on golf la... yet achieve tis kind of result... f**k... then, gt back my amathz mock exam ytd... was so confident i will pass... then see the result: 33/80... juz so pissed off... looking through the paper, alot of those tt i did wrongly is careless and marks were nt given fer the working la... evrydae 5-7 coming my way... in fact, fer the whole of ytd and tis morning i gt totally no mood to do anything... budden, let out all those frustrations in pool todae... felt sooo relaxed after tt...
juz came back frm thee fireworks festival... the fireworks are freaking nice... missing it is seriously a pity... the starting is abit boring la... budden towards the end, itz juz 'WOW'...! good job team singapore... hahaxX... ttz the fun part fer about 15 mins... the scary part came afterwrds... the ppl ah... damn alot la... the cars on the roads is as if derez no COE in singapore... hahaxX... think we board the bus at arnd 9+ and i only reach hm at 12... ttz how congested the traffic is... hahaxX... apologies to clare and andy fer giving ur the wrong info bout LRT and MRT respectively...
preparing fer the worst which might happen on fridae... o levels chinese result... im expectin to do very badly fer it... guess that will be the third blow in a week... um... pool again on fridae....? hahaxX....

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Friday, August 04, 2006
6:14 PM

suppose to go cycling and gym ltr on... budden my gd 'team-mate' 'rooney' fractured his toe... and im too lzy to go by myself... hahaxX... feeling sad fer him la... juz injured his toe nt long ago and nw tio again... tis tym of coze more serious la... when he screamed so loud in class i tot he was juz jokng wif joseph so smth... budden it turned out he gt some serious injury... hahaxX... rest well dude... gonna miss the fridae fun fer quite sometime i suppose...
anw, witnessed a terrible accident ytd... i was wif rooney on 188 when the bus turned and hit a women... moreover, i think the rear rubbers of the bus ran over the legs or smth as derez a bump felt aft the woman fell... wadz most ridiculous is tt aft the accident, the driver stopped, looked into the rear mirror and continued to drive... totally ridiculous...! wondering howz the lady nw la...

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