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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
10:19 PM

urgh!!! y nwdaez so suay... tmr nid to hand in amathz ten-yr series assignment wif around 100 question then didn't bring home do... then handphone ear piece ytd spoil... when playing football ytd, the ball hit my face while i tried to flick it... then specs spoil nid to go repair... and finally todae i bought the wrong ear piece for my fone todae and cannnot be exchanged or refunded... haixX... jamiez series of unforunate eventz... hahaxX...
nwdaez the school lyk beri interesting lo... i begin to listen to cherz toking and do hmwk... feel tt im becoming more and more guai... muahahaxx... the best progress award shall be mine... gd luck fer my studies...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, June 25, 2005
10:13 PM

felt so lazy fer the whole of todae lo...
play golf oso play until no life lyk tt...
sianxX...
probably coze tis morning rain ba...
was slping until so shiok...
habben rain on saturdae morning fer quite sometime liao...
hahaxX...
overall rating fer todae: 4/10
iz tt suppose to be a gd or bad rating??
um...
school starting liaoxX....
think of it makez me feel sianxX...
muz see the stupid kaan and nick lee liaoxX...
haixX...
habben done my holidae homework...
going to pia liaoxX...
hahaxX...
hopefully can pia finish by tmr...
school sux...!
n' homework too

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, June 22, 2005
8:50 PM

haixX... felt so dumb... two mistakes and dere goes my chances of going to the leadership camp... fuck... tis world iz so unfair... fought so hard fer nth... feeling tt i hav turning bad... results getting worse... attitude getting suckier... haixX... maybe a wake up call fer me?? suddenly felt a lot of changes has taken place since coming into sec 3 [mostly negative] aaand pressure kept pouring in... im sinking... juz feel lyk goin to slp and nt think of anithing... haixX... suddenly felt so desperate... so helpless...

I just wanna liveDon't really care about the things that they sayDon't really care about what happens to meI just wanna liveJust wanna live

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
10:04 PM

was so near to my first hole-in-one in golf ytd... juz a few inches away... wad the wind doing sia... dun blow the golf ball inside the hole... hahaxX... anw, hav a nice game... nice weather and everything.. looking forward to my first tournament...
stayed up to watch f1 on early morning [arnd 2am] on mondae... disappointed to see only 6 cars running sia... even jordan can make it to the podium... manardi getting 11 pts... ferrari and their drivers getting the points which dey dun really deserve... unbelievable sia... wad iz happening to f1... tot michelin tyres were always reliable but after the indicent, dun think so liaox... haixX... summarise everything in two words: utterly disappointed...
kena grounded todae lo... haixX... cnot go play mahjong... but i finally took out my holidae homework todae... it was... urgh!!! so much homework lo... dun think i can finish all... haix... can anione help me do?? so far had only completed one bloody worksheet onli lo... still gt alot more... gd luck fer me...
juz found out tis radio station... hitz fm... the songz dey play iz much betta than perfect 10 lo... oso dunnoe wad perfect 10 doin sia... keep on play guai lan songz... hahaxX...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, June 18, 2005
11:38 PM

3 bzy daez... and nw finally gt time to write an entry... hahaxX... hav a fun and memorable bbq on thrusdae at bryan'z hse... gave alot of trouble to the guardz sia... budden the residentz dere damn stingy lo... tok bout hygeine in the pool... wad shit lo... ppl didn't wear swimming costume then wif sandalz and kena pushed into the pool then tt dumb resident cum scold the whole grp... aiya... forget bout it la... hav a fun nite although we have all the troublez... bbq all the way until arnd 12mm then take a cab hm... quite surprised the taxi ride onli 5 buckxX... hahaxX...
went out wif my mum in the morning ytd... then aftwardz 2nd round of bbq... coze the bbq the dae before still gt alot leftover, so decided to hav a second round wif onli lyk 8 ppl?? hahaxX... sound fUn rite... nth much tt dae lah...
todae early morning wake up go kayaking liaoxX... the coach teach us abit of star 3 skills lah... then dunnoe drink how many litres of water liao... itz mostly capsize and get back to position by urself lo...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, June 15, 2005
10:55 PM

9 buckx..!!! record loss leh... todae iz realli nt my dae sia... play mahjong lose... play daidee oso lose... WAD IZ HAPPENING TO ME!!! ARH!!!! hahaxX.... take things on stride... think positive... tis 9 buckx lost can be considered worth it lo.... at least learn something more in mahjong... hahaxX...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, June 13, 2005
10:10 PM

um... itz quite a surprising dae fer me... tot my mum was angry wif me n' would nt allow me to go badminton with my friendz... budden when i asked her for permission was quite surprised she gave me green light... hahaxX... soooo coool man...
wad suppose to be a good badminton game at cck stadium became going to darkia;z hse and play in his condo'z tennis court... y? coze of the dumb operator at cck stadium... called dem earlier on to reserve a court but when we r goin to play, we were told tt the court iz booked by someone else already... itz lyk, wad the heck lo... we reserved it and were told tt it was booked by someone else... anw, we oso had a fun time at darkia'z hse lah... played badminton, soccer than watch meet the fockerz at darkia'z hse... boring show lo... hahaxX...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

2:03 AM

im back liaoxX.. hahaxX... after tao my blog fer so long finally back to writing liaoxX... maybe coze the broken heart iz mended liao bah... hahaxx... ttz juz some crapz...
nowdaez dunnoe y suddenly feel lyk writing testimonial for friends in friendster sia... iz has been [um... wait, let me count 1,2,3...4] probably 4 mths since i wrote a testimonial for friend sia... not bad... wanna see who can break my record sia... hahaxX...
still damn happy i passed my kayaking star 2 sia... u noe wad tt meanz? it meanz tt i can kayak arnd the world liao... muahahaxX... can u?? juz kidding... the feeling of passing it iz so great lah... imagine only around half the people frm the grp pass and u r one of dem... the feeling iz juz so cool...
had an unpleasant dae playin golf todae nia... those bastards... it iz courtesy to let those players who are faster than you overtake you... but tis grp of bastard, was playing until so slow and refuses to let us overtake... golf iz suppose to be a game which requires u to be gentleman... wif these bastard arnd, golf will nver be a pleasant game... in the end, we sacrifised one hole and overtook dem. it was so fed up and made the rest of the game unpleasant for us... if u r a selfish person and dun think of otherz, dun ever take up golf!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..