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Sunday, March 25, 2007
12:36 AM




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Saturday, March 24, 2007
1:42 AM

worked as T1 on the 23rd's morning... i only slp at lyk arnd 12 mn and woke up at 4.30am... right aft i came out frm the bath rm aft bathing, the taxi driver called mi alr and said he'll be reaching in 5 mins... i was lyk so kan cheong la... but when i go dn, i waited lyk 10 mins fer him.... damn la....! todae's time past very fast la... itz lyk awhile lunchtime liao, awhile ltr can come hm alr... hahaxX... but todae sess and judith kept coming to our station, and dey are making us so stressed la... esp judith la... small things this cnot tt cnot... kept asking the ics to think think think... pity my ics la... gave dem alot of suggestion and all rejected and asked us to think summore... used to think tt judith is lyk a nice person, nw i noe she's dere to create havoc... crap...!

anws, aft work todae, i went back to beach stn specially to take picture wif azliza la... she's quitting tmr alr, and im nt working tmr.... more and more ppl are lyk quitting alr la... and the more and more i dun feel lyk working alr... i come earlier than dem and all leave earlier than mi.... sadxX la... since i got bring my camera todae, i also took photos wif the sentosa stn peps... it somehow seems lyk itz my last dae lyk tt... how i wish it was... hahaxX...

yup, aft tt, mi eyshah and wayne suppose to go to the zoo n night safari... before tt, we drop by upp thomson to eat prata... the curry is nt very nice... and eyshah ordered the chocolate prata which somehow dun taste prata... hahaxX... by the tym we reach dere, the admission to zoo close alr and the night safari will only open in 45 mins... so we loiter arnd n taking pictures... the weather i also nt gd todae, it started raining when we were bout to start our tour in night safari in the tram... luckily everyone of us got some protection frm rain, wayne got jacket while eyshah and i got umbrealla... so we could still walk arnd.... aft the rain stopped, the weather was still humid la... at the end of the dae, im lyk so humid and tired... i nearly wan to faint alr.... hahahax.... the trip is boring in the sense tt i cnot take photographs and alot of the animals are hidden to shelter frm the rain, i suppose... so i did quite alot of crazy things la... one of dem is wave to the trams passing by and 'play' the 'track' "enjoy ur dae"... just lyk wad i did at beach stn... hahaxX....

okies... i had alr gone 21 hrs and 30 mins exactly without any rest alr... im just damn tired nw la... fortunately im nt working tmr... otherwise i dunnoe how im gonna wake up... my comfy bed is calling my name alr....~

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Thursday, March 22, 2007
10:58 PM

itz the first off-dae of the week....! hahaxX... nwadaez off-daes seems extra special to me... well... maybe i got rather sick of working alr... ttz y... initially my dad wanted me to go to his workplace to help out, since itz my off dae and he needed ppl to help him.... i agreed to it... but tis morning he nvr wake mi up to go work wif him... when i finally woke up and call him, he said nvm, itz ok... maybe he can see tt i desperately needed a nice rest... thankfully...! hahaxX... since im nt going to help out my dad, i went out wif joseph, gt and wesley... habben met up wif dem fer quite sometime alr... i went wif dem to settle the payment fer school fees and to take colour vision test at np, even though i alr done all of those... before tt, we went to eat kfc fer lunch... gosh...! itz been lyk a million yrs since i last eat kfc la... hahaXx... just miss the good old daes whr we frequently eat kfc aft skool... hahaXx... yeps... aft dey did their colour vision test, we went to take a look at the laptop exhibition... the laptops are damn tempting la... feel lyk buying one la... but i just got mine lyk last yr... think my dad is gonna take a parang and kill mi if i said i wanna buy one more... hahahahahaxX... anws, aft everything the time iz still early... since we just nice hav 4 ppl, tt means mahjong..! went to the usual 'den' we always go to, ttz wesley's hse... hahaxX...
well... suppose to go to sentosa to watch the songs of the sea preview... but i decided nt to go... since i alr lyk watched it ample times alr, i almost memorise the whole storyboard liao... hahaxxX...

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Sunday, March 18, 2007
12:01 AM

todae is the dae of red...! hahaxX... manu won bolton 4-1 and raikkonen took pole position...! im all tired nw... aft working endlessly fer lyk the past 5 mths... i nid a nice long rest before school starts on the 16th april... i wanna take a break overseas but hav no time to plan fer it... haixX... but itz ezy to sae but hard to be done...

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Thursday, March 15, 2007
10:44 PM

oh man..! my sunburn is killing mi...! hahaxX... yeah... went to siloso beach to exercise wif the admission ops ppl like vincent, devin, guanyou ytd... played volleyball n soccer fer the whole aft under the hot sun... ttz y kena... but it suddenly rained heavily in the evening... =( but itz still a fun dae... at least i finally got to tan abit... all my previous attempts to go tanning failed, mainly coze of the rain... awwwww... i love sunshine...!

before tt, i was actually at simlim sq to buy my psp... and yes, i finally decided to buy one... i was walking arnd asking fer the price and i came cross tis two incidents... at tis one shop, i was asking the salemen fer the price fer the psp, and while he's going to reply, the boss who is trying to sell a psp to tis foreigner quickly intercepted and said itz at 330 while the average price at other shops is arnd 290... the boss is lyk also desperately trying to sell all the accesories to him la... then at tis another shop, i saw tis two ang mor lady shouting at the salemen, saying he's a cheat or smth la... itz lyk so evil la... see ang mor only then exaggerate the price... tis kinda of ppl is seriously bastard la... nevertheless, i bought my psp at a rather cheap price... i bought it at 308 bucks wif screen protector and modification... itz a white colour one la.. i initially waned to buy the gold one... but the difference price diff wif the white one is lyk 50 bucks la... no point paying 50 bucks more just a gold one la... then i went to best denki at vivo to get the logitech hard cover at 33 bucks... and i only got my 4gb memory stick todae at 100 bucks.... bought it frm yahoo auction... nw, im broke alr.. =( spend almost all my salary on it alr.. until my nxt pay comes, im gonna be a spend-thrifter alr...

todae i met up wif a rather ridiculous event la... i just started work only and deres tis german guest who came up to mi and ask fer a english map... initially i didnt noe dere were none left, so i still went to check and try to find one fer him... when i went up to him and said dere was no english maps alr, he was lyk so bloody frustrated la... he took the japanese map and told me how the hell is he suppose to read the words he dunnoe how to read... then he insisted mi to print or fax one on the spot fer him la... no matter how i explain he still insisted and itz more lyk him throwing his temper at mi rather than trying to request fer things la... i seriously watned to fuck him la... in the end, he just took the japanese map and went away... wtf la... itz lyk my fault tt deres no english maps lyk tt... early in the morning kena fuck alr... other guest just take the map and said dey can read the picture, itz fine wif dem.... then i was thinking tt this bloody german guest is so moronic tt he dunnoe how to read the pictures... spoiled my dae la...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, March 09, 2007
12:08 AM

yeah..! im off todae... but its still a bzy dae... hahaxX... i woke up at 3.30am to watch the match btw manu and lille... and im so glad i am able to last through the whole match [though i slpet through the half time analysis and miss the first few mins of the second half]...! habben been able to done so fer the past few early morning matches... manu won 1-0 at final whistle and go to last 8 of champions league...! yeah...! woke up at arnd 11am tis morning sat n dn wif my mum and discussed bout whether to appeal or nt... the final decision is to stay in np's aero course... aft tt, i went out and head to suntec city... firstly, i went to carrefour to buy a full suspension mountain bike as dey were having promo... my current bike is still in ICU... so decided to buy a new one, since itz aged alr... it will only be delivered to my hse tmr... secondly, went to the I.T. show to walk walk... then 'shun bian' help my little uncle [an uncle which is much younger than me] to buy a mp3... i also wanted to buy a creative clip-on earpiece one, but the queue was damn long... so forget bout it... left suntec fer sentosa aft tt... and yea, sentosa... im going back dere even on off daes... itz seriously becoming my second home alr... went to siloso beach to play soccer, second dae in a row... got a cut on my leg coze of playing beach soccer... i tackled hard on nicholas and the impact caused it... it was pain initally and i tot itz only normal ache... so nvr take a look at my leg and played on... the pain was gone awhile ltr... it was until toward the end of the game when i realise i got a cut... aft tt, it was painful alr... nw even my right leg is painful, but ttz normal... luckily im off tmr.. otherwise i dunnoe how am i gonna survive wif my leg's fatigue... hahaxX

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
11:56 PM

the posting results fer jae application is out.... i kena ngee ann poly's aerospace technology course... woke up at arnd 8am preparing to go fer work... i tot the results will be sent to us by sms or email, so didnt really bother bout it... then i got a msg saying nid to check online... so yup, went online to check... i nvr manage to log in... maybe the server hang or smth due to heavy traffic... so i called in to check... itz kinda nervous... the first time i call in i only heard aerospace technology... by then, i was lyk feeling a sense of relieve... luckily i nvr went to jc and went to the course tt i like... i called in the second time to confirm tt i really got into ngee ann aero tech... ttz the second choice of mine... coze of all these, i was late fer work tdae... and nw im in dilema, whether to appeal to singapore poly's aero engineering or nt... im nt really disappointed getting into aero tech, but i still feel sp's aero eng would be betta... sp offers golfs activites as well... haix~ i still got one dae to think...

went to watch pursuit of happyness at gv vivo todae wif elaine, debbie, justin, jeremy and farhan... believe it or nt, itz my first tym to watch movies dere... kai said the movie was nice... ttz y we went to watch... and the outcome, the movie totally suck...! i rate it 1/5 stars... the movie is bout tis guy's life la... and wad comes up nxt is expected la... the ending also sucks la... only said tt he got the job and ttz it... itz really waste of money and time to watch it...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, March 04, 2007
8:23 PM

itz been long since im free... so free tt i hav nth to do and just stone at home... hahaxX... fer the whole of last month, im tied up wif work at sentosa alone, despite sort of quiting park hotel already... had to work even on the first dae of chinese new yr... OT 7 hours on tt dae summore... so it makes up to 15.5 hours of time which i work... the crowd tt dae is mainly made up of banglas and china peps... nth betta to do one... hahaxX... but the crowd is seriously damn bloody scary la, i've nvr expected dere would be such a big crowd, even though we're told tt dere would be... if i were one of those peps in the crowd, i wld felt as if im stranded in sentosa... all the modes of transport out of sentosa are all jammed... hahaxX... here's a good piece of advice: nvr go to sentosa on chinese new yr... aft the whole of sentosa flowers thingy is over, deres nt so much peps coming into sentosa liao... suddenly work felt so boring la... i could even write songs inside the ticketing office la... hahahaxX... itz a good thing also la... wif less ppl means i will hav more daes off...! =D fer the whole of last week i only work 4 daes, instead of the usual 6 daes a week... so got to play and enjoy more nwadaes... but i enjoyed till i got sort of grounded by my parents... deres tis one nite whr i went to cafe del mar, pool, bowling and supper till i only reached home at arnd 2.30am... then kena lo... work already must go home, no work must also stay at home... fucking sian... at least i manage to escape and go gym todae... otherwise i can really stone at home...

the posting results are coming out soon... hav been thinking bout it todae... i suddenly realise im not actually prepared to go to a jc... summore todae i coincidently met aidil, he's going out to study even though he is only under-going the first 3 mths cirucculum... deres lyk so much to catch up shall i go into jc... nw im lyk sort of regretted putting jc in the third choice... one which is highly possible tt i will get in one... haixX... but wads done is already done... nw i can only mentally prepare myself.. im gonna appeal to a poly to take aeronautics no matter wad...!

and manu won liverpool 1-0...! manu are destinated to be the champions already...! hahaxX... to be honest, manu nvr played well in the game ytd... liverpool was dominating... summore aft scholes' red card, it seems tt manu were already lucky to hang on to a draw... manu got even luckier in the end... hahaxX... at least the effort me and my dad went thru to watch the match is nt wasted... hahaxX... was in j.b. (malaysia) ytd... aft dinner i was suggesting to go those indian coffeeshop to watch soccer, as my hse dere dun hav cable / satellite tv... then my mum objected, insisting she prefers us to go relative's hse to watch... and on the way to my relative's hse, deres lyk tis traffic jam which caused us to get stucked... in the end we only catched the 2nd half of the match... but nvm, itz good enuff... at least we get to see the goal...! =D

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