Total Eclipse of the Heart;

~~Saturday, December 30, 2006~~

12:16 AM

my grandfather passed away todae... fer todae, i was practically spending my dae at the wake helping out... suppose to be going for holidae on saturdae morning, but coze of it, itz cancelled... deres alot of turning point in the planning of tis holidae... going nt going going nt going going and in the end not going... cancel liao still nid to pay the hotel 50% of the room rate... ttz lyk wtf... fer the nxt few daes, im gonna be at the wake most of the time to help out... everything seems farni to mi la... itz the first time someone tt close to mi passed away... and i was neither shocked or feeling emotional when i was told bout it...
and i was being very charitable nwdaes... kept forgetting to take change frm ppl... firstly i forgot i take the change frm the cabby a week ago, then ytd i forgot to take the change when buying mac and todae i forgot to take the change when buying newspaper at 7-11... but the guy chased mi and return the change la, and itz only bout 30cents only la... if im the guy, im just gonna heck care bout it... but the money i 'donated' to the cabby and mac is much more than 30 cents and yet dey nvr chase and return it to me... wad sia...

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~~Wednesday, December 27, 2006~~

6:07 PM

deres something wrong wif the internet connection to international sites todae... due to the earthquake in taiwan... the quake broke the undersea cable or wadeva la... got to noe the internet fault frm a customer todae at the bookshop... she was saying tt deres smth wrong wif her broadband and gonna call singtel to clarify the matter... then i heard on the radio tt starhub n singnet users are affected...
ytd while i was taking train to town, smth unusual happened... aft the train left the bt batok station, the lights of the train suddenly went off... aft travelling a lil more, the train suddenly came to a halt in the middle of the track... we got totally no idea wad the hell was going on... after quite sometime, it was then we noe tt dere was a track fault thru the pa system... it took the train arnd 10 mins before it started moving again... when i was reading the papers todae, i realise tt dere was actually a person who fall onto the track in jurong east station, then a person went to press the emergency stop button which cause all the delays to happen... wad an experience it was...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Tuesday, December 26, 2006~~

12:15 AM

spent the christmas mostly at home todae... was playing fm all the while... long time nvr play liao... yup, still sick... but still went to golf at warren in the afternoon... long long time nvr golfed liao... nwadaes just work and work... the disappointing thing is tt deres no balls at the range when we reach dere... so me n my dad was lyk waiting fer their guy to return frm picking up the balls... and they pick by their hands la, nt by machine... so waited fer 30 mins and their guy was still picking... and dere were long queues fer the balls already... we were getting a lil impatient already la... last resort, go dn to the range personally to pick the balls... only picked a few at first coze dere were only a few of us going dn... so we played wif the balls we picked... by the time we finished, the peps at the whole range hav no balls to play liao... so all of us take baskets and go dn to pick the balls... its lyk so awkard la... country club summore... wtf sia...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Sunday, December 24, 2006~~

10:59 PM

its christmas eve... 1 hr n 2 more mins to go and its gonna be christmas... but im dn sick... hahaxX... nth big anws... just some common cough and flu... no more chocolate fer mi fer christmas... =( how sad...
spend the christmas eve wif my family... we went to the ikea @ tampines... its damn bloody crowded.... took very long just to get into the carpark and to get a parking space... the layout of the store is smth like those of ikea's warehouse in sweden which i saw on discovery... very tall shelves... but the tall shelves only occupy a small part of the building la... the rest are just like the ikea @ alexander... nth special actually... then we walked over to courts megastore under the rain... i would say that the shopping area has almost the same area as those at courts bt timah... except tt deres more sales item dere... then it took us around 30 mins just to get out of the carpark after all the shopping... ttz how bad the traffic is... even the traffic jams at checkpoints are faster... just one experience of going dere is enough already... it left us wif bad impression of it already...
ytd's wedding banquet was a special one... the groom is the captain of the navy... so deres a special ceremony during the march in... deres navy officers holding the sword towards the air and allow the bride and groom to go through... its unique la... it makes the whole wedding rather grand... anws, got sort of a christmas party after work... its one filled wif laughter... one of our captains, chris, got a bruce lee figurine during gift exchange... the body is made up of card board and the head is actually a picture on a shirt... its hard to describe la... when he got it, we were all laughing out loud... the more funny one comes when he took out the shirt and realise its a child sized shirt... and the person who bought it claims it is free-sized... hahaxX... itz damn bloody funny...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Saturday, December 23, 2006~~

1:41 AM

gonna make tis one short... needa catch some slp to prepare fer the loads of activities coming up tmr... sentosa training early in the morning, my mum cousin's open house party, banquet then christmas party late in the night... hehexX...
anws, todae is the first time i did a dinner and dance... btw, its a company's dnd... just one notable thing... well.. their ceo or smth lyk tt person is giving his retirement speech... then he was saying tt he was gonna move on to be a bus driver... hahaxX... we got the same mentality man... tt is to work very hard and earn big money firx, until the 50s when still fit do wad i wanted to do... fer mi is to be a bus driver and travel the world... travel the world sounds ok la... but being a bus driver sounded ridiculous... but still, i wanna be one... =D

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Thursday, December 21, 2006~~

11:00 PM

nw i noe y ytd when i was going out i waited 25 mins just fer one 300 to come... read the papers and realise deres an accident near the south view lrt station dere which killed 2 person... which caused a service disruption... but still, dey should hav an immediate solution to it wad...
anws, went to orchard fer christmas shopping todae... managed to buy almost all the stuffs i needed to buy... and found myself a perfect christmas present too... muahahaxX...
deres a major blackout in the afternoon... but since im in orchard, im not affected... hahaxX... how i wish the blackout happened at night... then its gonna be damn shiok... everywhr is pitch dark... hahaxX...
tmr is gonna be another hectic dae fer me... working or rather attending the training at sentosa in the dae and working at the hotel at night...
till saturdae~

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12:40 AM

spent the night sending out all the xmas cards... initially tried to obtain the addresses by using the residential directory... but i gave up coze itz taking up too much tym and i see till i blur already... so got no choice but to ask it frm the person... tt kinda surprise is gone liao... hahaxX... sry if i missed anione of ur out...
was at marina sq to shop fer xmas present fer the hotel's party... to be honest, i dun hav the tendency to buy xmas present fer ppl... the only two exception is the 1e2 and 2e2 party... dun really giv a hoot bout xmas gifts one la... hahaxX... nvr really find anything practical dere... summore the price of the gift must be btw 12-15 bucks... those which are cheap are too cheap, those which are ex are too ex... so in the end, i nvr bought anithing... hahaxX... wasted trip dere...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Tuesday, December 19, 2006~~

8:37 PM

finally hav the time to settle dn to blog... yup... nw im gonna go back to sundae... was at clarke quay to attend my cousin's wedding lunch... i would sae tt its rather unique and romantic... the bride and bride-groom made entrance by boat, and then proceed to solemnization procedures (those i do stuff) by the river... its so damn cool la... but luckily fer dem, the rain subsided just before the ceremony starts... when the ceremony is over, the rain's back again... other than tt, all the food, the restaurant are still ok... the only bad thing is tt the video montage is too long already... it took a whole 15 minutes before the video ends... by the time, ppl are already bored and tired watching... but overall, i must sae its a good wedding la, after so many wedding banquets i hav done...
did another wedding banquet ytd nite... well... the solemnization sucks compared to my cousin's ones... its done behind closed doors inside the ballroom wif only a few ppl attending... like tt might as well hav it during the dinner so tt everyone can witness it... anws, tt banquet is also more stress la... coze tt manager kept emphasising tt we must nt break any stuff as the father of the groom is more traditional... in the sense tt breaking anything would mean bad luck la... but i would say tt the groom is kinda crazy la... run by foot all the way from sengkang to clementi just to propose to the bride... ytd we stayed to clear everything in the ballroom... and ttz whr i realise how ~friendly~ the ppl dere are... all the captains, the managers... hahaxX... only reached home at three in the morning...
the nxt morning, which is today, woke up fer training at sentosa wif bryan... i got to take the new sentosa monorail to sentosa, which is not open to public yet... we are also paid to visit and tour the island and its attractions... shiok huh... ur pay to visit while im being paid to visit... hehexX... but the rain kinda spoiled some of the plans la... but nevertheless, i enjoyed my dae in sentosa... =D
nw im gonna tok bout the rain... its has been raining alot... sundae rained in the morning n afternoon and stopped at night... on mondae, while im going to work, it started raining non stop till nw... tis morning while i was going to sentosa while listening to the radio, the traffic watch section took quite some time... hahaxX... flood here flood dere, traffic light here and dere spoil, trees falling dn... and when i was on my way home, i saw tis mini landslide in bukit batok... the soil and trees just slide down from the hill... luckily it only occupy one lane of the traffic... ttz the destruction the pouring rain has caused... and nw my dad's also stuck in the traffic coze of flooding... well, hope he gets home safe... but the good thing bout the non-stop pouring rain is the weather... the weather was so cooling, so shiok... how i wish singapore hav tis cool climate all year round, but of coze nt together wif the pouring rain la... hahaxX... gonna enjoy the weather nw... till nxt time...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Monday, December 18, 2006~~

2:03 AM

FUCK...! MANU LOST TO WEST HAM... DAMN... I WATCHED THE CHELSEA AND MANU MATCH CONSECATIVELY... AND THE DIFFERENCE MADE TO HATE CHELSEA TO CORE... THE DIFFERENCE IS IN THE MONEY... THE WEALTH TT CHELSEA HAD TT MAKES THE DIFFERENCE... WITHOUT TT WEALTH, JOSE MOURINHO CAN GO AND EAT SHIT... SEE WHETHER HE CAN STILL BE SO ACTION PACK OR NOT... DAMN LA... BOTH CHELSEA AND MANU NVR PLAYED WELL... BUT CHELSEA ANYHOW ALSO CAN EQUALISE... MANU, POOR PERFORMANCE BECAUSE OF FATIGUE AND LACK OF SKILLED PLAYERS... AGRH... TOTALLY DESPICE CHELSEA... A 100% SUCK COCK TEAM... DAMN IT...!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Saturday, December 16, 2006~~

11:04 PM

was working at the bookshop tis morning... woke up damn late todae... was suppose to wake up at 7, but in the end i only woke up at 8... so i skipped breakfast and rushed like mad dog... luckily todae is saturday... the traffic isn't tt bad... its a good thing i skipped breakfast also... the auntie treated us breakfast... fried rice wif egg... hahaxX...
yup, aft tt went all the way to beach rd to buy birthdae present fer my mum... took like 15 or more mins just to choose the type... was choosing btw keychain, ring, bangle or necklace... well after soughting advice frm my aunt and the sales person, i finally picked a necklace... then took another few minutes to pick the design... its damn headache la... hahaxX... but glad my mum likes it quite alot in the end, much to my relief...
and was at a thai restaurant in sembawang fer dinner... was suppose to go to tis another thai restaurant, but the queue is damn bloody long... so we went to another one which is rather empty... the food is ok... but the servings is rather small and was rather ex... no wonder its empty... hahaxX...

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1:27 AM

did smth more than wedding banquet todae... did a malay wedding buffet in the afternoon... its more ezy.. coze its just to clear plate and top up drinks.. but i suay suay kena the look at the food and when its about to finish tell the chef thing... its damn mentally stress la... look and smell the food but cnot eat.. and finish fer the wedding dinner at night we fly solo... no more guardian nanny or wadsoeva... so its a bit bzy... abit screw up... and met up wif demanding diners sommore... eat so slow... screw up the whole process.... but at the end of the day it turned out quite ok...
and nw another headache problem come out... it seems tt fer the whole holidae im nt gonna travel aniwhr, but nw, im going to the overseas twice... sounds gd huh... but its two same places... but one is wif my family and another wif my friends... nw, should i just go wif my family, should i just go wif my friends or should i go both,...? alamak... headache la...

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~~Thursday, December 14, 2006~~

10:51 PM

just damn tired nwadaes to blog... fer both daes i reached hm damn late... ytd to see off fahrun then went pool till late... then todae went to sentosa, chinatown then funan... i almost cover the whole singapore in two daes liao... hahaxX...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Tuesday, December 12, 2006~~

11:34 PM

the wedding tt i served ytd is damn comedy la... after the wine pouring ceremony when the groom is givin his thank you speech, i was trying very hard not to laugh... ttz coze the groom's english is nt beri good... if i rmb correctly, he said: i thank you u present, oh sorry. is presence. i thank u fer angbao, dun giv my brothers. Hahax. then one person suddenly shout, kon (speak) hokkien la. dunnoe ang moh then dun speak... then all the hokkien phrase tt i dun understand started to come out frm the peps... its just damn funny la... and i alvin n bryan were assigned to serve tis a table wif tis guai lan kia... when i was serving the dessert fer tt table, tt guy asked mi wad dessert it is... after i tell him , he asked me whether got try before watermelon porridge or not... when i reply no, he asked mi to go his house try... ttz lyk wtf... hahaxX... then nvm... he fold the napkin into a bull's head shape but he claims its a chicken head la... wadeva... when i was cleaning the table, he asked mi nt to clear away his chicken... and the bryan and alvin also tio, even lamer... hahaxX... but nvm, sumtimes something different spices the work abit... after work deres no night ride already, so alvin called his dad to fetch us home... hahaxX... thank him and his dad very much...
when i was going hm frm work at the bookshop, was caught up wif a massive jam at PIE again... almost same as last week, the jam started frm adam road's exit... i tot its the bloody road works again... tis time the traffic flow is much much slower than last time... it took around 20mins to get to the bke exit and also to get out of the jam... when the bus was passing by the bridge over PIE, i looked down and saw tt dere was a massive accident and all three lanes of the experessway were inaccessible, which makes the traffic come to a stand still... only got a glimpse of the accident, so didnt really know wad happened... but it must be a big accident...
and i wanna specially thank fahrun fer the tub of ben n jerry's ice cream... and summore deliver it personally... hahaxX... yup, will be seeing him off at the airport tmr...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Monday, December 11, 2006~~

12:59 AM

work is rather successful todae... error-free... hahaxX... and tis wedding is kinda guai lan... instead of yam seng, dey sae cheers... its lyk during yam seng, its damn long and will repeat... then cheers... lyk so damn boring... just rise the cup, cheers~... one word, so short... doesnt get ppl into the mood... its gonna be a tiring dae tmr, gonna work bookshop in the dae and hotel in the nite.... okies ttz all fer todae... gonna cont'd watching the chelsea match already... i hope its a draw or arsenal win... hahaxX...
durin the trip home in the bus, met another guy who played their music so loud on the speaker.. im starting to get fucked up wif this kinda ppl la... damn bloody inconsiderate la... especially when tt kinda genre is nt one tt i lyk...
the condition of my pimple and acne is just gettin worse... damn it man... dunnoe wad the hell i should be nw la... did all i can but still lyk tt... just wad the hell is wrong wif my skin... argh...!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Sunday, December 10, 2006~~

1:46 AM

was working at the hotel tis evening... reached home only at 12.45am, mainly because the dinner started late... and i very nearly took night ride home in a coincident event... just fer info, nr is damn expensive... one tap will cost 3 bucks... nw gonna talk bout wad exactly happened... we were waiting at the bus-stop fer a bus... preferbly a 190... but after waiting fer quite sometimes, no 190 come... then when we went to look at the bus directory, it states tt the last 190 which leaves the stop is at 1148.. tt time is already like gonna reach 12... so its almost destinated tt we take night ride home... when the night ride came, alvin was the firx to board... before i board, i looked behind and saw a bendy bus... so i was rather hesitant to board the night rider as i feel tt it is gonna be a 190... when i told kk, he also became hesitant... but because of his gd eyesight, he saw tt it a 190... summore its empty... so we pung saed alvin... hahaxX... im sorry alvin... =D
the 190 driver is rather terror la... drive until like he got something very urgent coming up lyk tt... even when the bus stop is metres away, he already opened the door... other than tt, he nvr even stop inside the busstop... he stopped outside... its damn terror la... tis kinda of scene can only be seen in malaysia... nvr expect to see it in singapore... hahaxX....
my left eye is all red nw fer dunnoe wad reason... no wonder my eyes felt so uncomfortable during work... surely deres something to do wif my contact lens... hav nt worn it fer several daes already... but i got change the solution one dae before i wear wad... so shuldn't be a problem... aiya~ wadeva la... just hope tt it will be ok tmr...
and MAN UNITED WON MAN CITY IN A DERBY MATCH BY 3-1... ROONEY SAHA AND RONALDO SCORED...!!!!! its a pity i cannot watch it as i was working... was damn afraid tt dey would draw... but in the end, dey got a comfortable lead and won... 9 points adrift from chelsea to stay on top of the table... yeah...! GLORY GLORY GLORY MANU...!

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~~Friday, December 08, 2006~~

8:23 PM

its another slacking dae at the bookshop... wesley brought playing cards and were playing daidee most of the time... tt kills the boredom... wesley seems to be able to get along wif tt junior... and he kept calling wesley tintin, tt comic character... he said wesley looked like it... hahaxX... wadeva la... he's lame...
i realised tt aft so long i hav yet to reflect on the 2e2 chalet... hahaxX.. yup, everything of the chalet is nice... except fer its location... gonna trek a few km before we could eventually reach a busstop... and their shuttle bus is only fer staff... so, we hardly get out of the compound... only hang out at the club house to play pool and bowling... and the only time during my stay whr i get out of the compound is in the firx nite, whr mrs lian treated us dinner at a seafood restaurant somewhr near the chalet... we insisted on paying but she persisted tt she treat... its a pity i hav to leave early... overall, the chalet is fun, even though i lost in mahjong during the overnite session... and hope tt we'll still hav chalets like this together in yrs to come... =D

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Thursday, December 07, 2006~~

11:15 PM

yeah..! i just completed the nfs carbon, finally... hahaxX... yimian took just 5 daes to complete... but i needed a few weeks... haixX... wad to do... gotta work everydae and hav no time... since i finish nfs carbon alreadi, i gotta pia fm07...
decided to change my blog skin after finishing the game... cnot really find one tt i like... so changed one which one rather simple...

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6:31 PM

woke up to watch soccer this early morning... its a big match... manu vs benfica... manu needed to win or draw this game in order to proceed to the next stage... aft i turned on the tv, i realised tt the match wun start as soon as the players had only just alighted frm the bus... so i closed my eyes to rest... i eventually fell asleep on the sofa... when i woke up, the advertisment's on the tv... so i tot the match have not start yet... but when i see the time, i found out tt the first half have just ended... so in the end i only catch the second half whr giggs and saha scored two headers... the final score 3-1... AND MANU PROCEED TO THE NXT STAGE...! wad a relieve... vidic scored a vital equaliser before half-time... and gradually, vidic became my favorite player in manu's squad already...
joel went to vietnam fer holidae already... ttz crazy la, since typhoon durian had just hit vietnam... dere will be one more attraction in vietnam, which is the rubbles left by the destruction... hahaxX... since joel went holidae already, he asked wesley to replace him for the bookshop work during the period tt he's away... he has also been working fer auntie the past two yrs already... so the auntie was kinda thrilled to see him... hahaxX... its an ultimate slacking dae todae... no internet orders... and the walk-in customers are also very little... definately less than 20... dunnoe whether to consider tt gd or bad... scared tt later all will come one shot tmr... okies... gonna continue wif my nfs carbon already... hav yet to touch it fer quite sometime already...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Wednesday, December 06, 2006~~

11:59 PM

Joel's not at work again todae... but luckily fer todae, deres nt a lot of customers... compared to ytd, deres a huge contrast... even deres only 3 of us including the auntie working, we still can slack... and tis is the longest time I ever slacked during work fer tis month... after work todae, I went to Malaysia together with my family to hav dinner... its long since I had dinner together wif my family... mainly because I hav to work during weekends... and aft dinner, a damn coincidence thing happened... when I board the car aft dinner, just nice carrie chong was reading out andy’s dedication... at firx I dunnoe, until carrie chong said the song is going to bryan, fahrun... then I realize, eh these names quite familiar... until she said dunearn secondary school 2e2, then I noe its by someone I noe... well, during the song I suspected its andy... then my prediction is justified aft the song when carrie said andy's the one who dedicated the song... well, i wish andy good luck to clear the misunderstandings... hahaxX..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Tuesday, December 05, 2006~~

9:14 PM

tis morning is the second tym i had meet wif a train disruption... at least the last time im nt rushing fer tym... but tis morning i am... when i alighted frm the bus and was walking towards the mrt station, i was wondering why the woodlands bound train was stuck dere fer so long... the answer is solved when i reach the station... deres a train disruption frm sembawang to yio chu kang... the station seemed to be quite chaotic... nvertheless, i entered the gate thinking i can board the jurong east bound train, then change train at city hall... but the platform is damn packed and all the jurong east bound trains reaching the station are fullly packed... in the end i left the platform and took bus frm the interchange instead, an option which makes me definately late fer work... nt long aft i board the bus, i fell asleep and luckily a phone call wake mi up... otherwise i would hav missed the stop...
when i reach the bookshop, 20 mins late, i was surprised to find tt the auntie was nt dere... i tried to call her on her mobile but her husband picked up and said tt auntie was affected by the train disruption too... even at 9, whr the bookshop should be operating, deres still no sight of auntie and dere a queue forming outside the bookshop alreadi... i think she finally came 5 mins later and she was surprised to see me working todae, coze i nvr inform her before hand and she tot tt i should be at the chalet nw... aft explaining to her, she treated me fer lunch and kept thanking me fer going back to help her... it makes the decision to leave the chalet earlier worthwhile afterall, as long as i felt tt she appreciates wad i hav done, even if she dun treat me to lunch...
its a very bzy day at the bookshop... did nt even slack fer a single second... even when i went back, the bookshop is still short-handed... the customer just can't stop flowing in... summore im in a very tired mood, so was abit slow todae...
did another good deed when i was on my way to buy lunch... saw tis lady tt i served just nw having trouble carrying her stuffs to the carpark near by... coze she was carrying the box of textbooks and a bag of school shoes frm the booth set-up in the school canteen todae... so i approached her to offer help... i shared the load wif her... and on the way to her car, she was talking about how much trouble she had carrying the stuff and had a short conversation wif her... she speak until lyk i did a very huge deed... hahaxX... aft loading the stuff into her car, she kept saying those appreciative phrases and i standing tt kept saying dun mention, welcome, dun mention, welcome... its only when i finally walk away tt she stop and sae bye... hahaxX... its abit annoying but it sure feels great...!
aft work is all about sleeping... slept on the bus and when i wake up my neck and shoulders are damn paining... then when i reach home, i slpet again... just damn sleepy todae... after only a total of 6 hrs of sleep the past two daes and a bzy dae of work at the bookshop...

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12:16 AM

should be at the chalet playin mahjong daidee or anything else nw... but thx to work, gotta go hm n catch some slp todae, one dae earlier than planned... all thx to the damn ahku... didnt manage to find a replacement to help auntie at the bookshop n all those junior went fer holidaes already... then the ahku, dun even bother about it... happily playin his mahjong... i gotta call tis call tt person to ask when i was playin daidee... even aft i ask he didnt even bother to ask me wassup... i also could hav dun bother bout it la... i call the auntie n tell her we both cnot work she nver even scold me la... but if i realli dun bother like joel, whr the hell is she gonna find a replacement at such a nick of time... its gonna be hell fer her doin everything herself la... i dun mind being sacked, i had enough of tis job already... again n again i sacriface alot things alreadi... summore the pay is so lil, no flexible timing,and also the pay was giving veri late... if oppotunity comes, im gonna quit tt job immediatly... just damn bloody pissed off nw... i gotta go hm alone, nt gonna hav a nice rest, nt gonna enjoy while joel is like so carefree... even when im so tired i still nid to travel all the way frm changi back to cck by public transport... fuck man...!

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~~Sunday, December 03, 2006~~

3:26 AM

the new set of sofa has finally entered my house...! yup, after ordering it lyk 1 month ago... it took so long to delivery coze its kinda custom made... the smell of leather frm the sofa brings back the memory of my dad's last mazda... the leather fer both got the complete same smell... hahaxX...
was wif my mum at the np parents seminar todae... nth much actually... just talks talks and more talks and also touring the facilities... but deres tis particular talk by a psychiatrist on parenting which caught my complete attention... at one point of tym he was touching on the stress teenagers are facing and yup, was talking about when parents quarrell, we as teenagers suffers emotional set-backs... bingo... he got it absolutely right... ttz exactly how i feel a few months ago... he sure can read teenager's minds... hahaxX... upon hearing it, i was lyk kinda touched, its a kinda feeling like someone finally understands how it felt... well, think i will stop reflecting on the bad memories nw... hahaxX...
got home only at 1am todae... work is rather successful todae... no major errors... still some small areas which i think can be improved on... me and kk is being praised by the manager todae.. waited fer a 190 fer quite sometime at the busstop... 2 buses are fully packed while the 3rd bus was also packed, but managed to squeeze inside... to add to the misery of squeezing in the bus, we're stuck inside a traffic jam on pie fer around 20 mins which stretches up to eng neo exit all thx to the bloody road work... then when the bus was in teck whye, it suddenly came to an stop... all because deres one guy who pressed the bell continuously... the driver stopped the bus just to scold wad he presumes was this malay boy who did it... not to say he is right but also not to say tt he is wrong... not to say tt he is right because he should not just anihow scold the boy which i dun think he did it... not to say tt he is wrong because when some pressed the bell continuously, it means deres emergency on the bus... when the bus finally reach the interchange, i managed to catch the last 300 bus fer the dae...
after bathing, the manu match just nice started... managed to watch the first half, which consist of a goal by saha... after tt i lie on the sofa and fell asleep... but sumhow i managed to wake up when middlebrough scord the equaliser... after tt manu's winner by fletcher then i fell asleep again... the next thing i noe is tt its full time already... hahaxX...
damn hungry nw but has got nth to eat... nvr had my lunch todae and only had light dinner... hav yet to pack my stuff fer the chalet wif the 2e2 peps tmr also... guess i will do the packing last minute tmr... hopefully i dun left out anithing... so will only be back on tues.. till my nxt post... =D

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~~Friday, December 01, 2006~~

10:39 PM

nth much todae... joel is back at the bookshop to help out... yup... sure happie to hav him back... at least work is nt gonna be as boring... served one damn !#%&*^% customer... she wasted alot of time deciding whether she wants some of the books or nt... awhile sae she wan, awhile sae she dun wan, awhile sae she wan awhile she sae dun wan again... aft tt she called her friend to confirm... confirm already nvr mind lei, summore still chit chat on the fone... wtf sia... she dun feel paisae at all one la... i was just standing down dere waiting fer her to finish her conversation... then she request to see tis book see tt book in the end all dun wan... make mi walk in and out... make mi walk nvm lei... she insulted my calculation summore... i calculate the amount fer the firx tym which is correct la... i did it infront of her summore... the first tym she dun trust nvm la... then she went to calculate and calculately wrongly a few times, all less than the amount i calculate... then she said i calculated wrongly... nvm... i calculate slowly let her see one more time... the amount is still the same as the amount i firx calculated... then she still dun believe... she calculated a few more times then finally got the correct sum which i calculated... damn la... nt only her attitude sux, her intelligence also sux... just to serve her it took around 15 min... other customers the most 5 min settle liao... just feel lyk smacking her... argh...!

expressing the emptiness inside me..