Total Eclipse of the Heart;

~~Sunday, April 29, 2007~~

10:55 PM

was back to work at sentosa ytd... aft a grueling week of studying... nw then i realise itz quite tiring to study, work and be active in cca... but ytd'z work iz still ok la... nt many ppl... maybe coze it rained rather heavily in the morning la... i went fer an early lunch, at 11am., wif wen en... itz rather ridiculous la.... work fer lyk 2 hours only then go break and hav to tahan 5.5 hours till work ends... but im getting used to it alr la... dere will more early breaks to come, i predict... went to seah im to hav lunch.... i miss the fish soup la... habben had it fer 2 weeks alr... finally get to taste it again... itz the best fish soup tt i ever eaten before... hahaXx... so aft lunch went back to work and survived the 5.5 hrs... suppose to join christine dey all fer steamboat, but my mum last minute call mi and tell mi tt derez a brithdae celebration fer my great grand-ma... itz rather a special occasion, her 80th birthdae... so my mum expected mi to go... so no choice lo... had to go... gotta rush hm...

everything iz going smooth till i take the east west line la... the train suddenly stopped in the tunnel btw redhill and tanjong bahru... initally it was going at a very slow pace... then it stalled... it stayed stationary fer 15mins la... i tot got ppl jump track again... hahaXx... when the train finally move, itz then the driver announce tt derez smth wrong wif the train... joined my family at lot one and went to my uncle's house at JB...

the buffet food tt dey cater is rather sucky la... although derez alot of choices, but dey dun really fit my appetite... and i got to know that at the 80th birthdae, the birthdae star gotta give ang bao to all the following generations... nt the other waY round whr itz younger generation to giv the brithdae star ang bao... aft nvr seen my great grand-ma aft chinese new yr, i realise tt she suddenly become more shaggy nw la... aft the standard celebrations lyk singing the birthdae song all these, i went to watch soccer....

MANU vs EVERTON... when i watch, manu was alr trailing 1-0... at half tym, manu were still trialing one-nil and chelsea was leading 2-1... i tot ttz it alr la... chelsea iz gotta chase up alr... when manu concede one more goal to make the score 2-0, i was lyk sian alr la.... dun feel lyk watching alr... but my butt still stick to the sofa la... i dun think manu will be able to win or even draw the match la... but manu manage to score a goal, then equalise and eventually win 4-2 la... the feeling iz shiok la... wad a great come back la... i would sae manu are playing the best matches i ever seen manu playing before in recent weeks la... lyk manu win roma, win ac and tis tym everton.... power la... then when i switch channel to see chelsea's score, dey draw 2-2 la... and it adds to the joy... itz really a change of fortune aft half tym la... frm wad it seems tt chelsea iz gotta chase up to manu extending the lead... GLORY GLORY MANU...!

stayed at my uncle's hse to play till arnd 2+am before heading home... by the tym i reach hm is alr 3am la... but i still went fer a bath la, coze im really damn dirty... so in the end i only slp at 4am, even though im damn tired aft a long long dae...

even though i slp so late, i wake up at 12nn la... kena awoken by my brother la... nth much todae la... stayed at hm to do up all my assignments an homework tt i have.... before going to cycling during the evening wif jiawei... tis iz the first tym we cycle tghr wif our new bikes la... but still his is signifiantly faster... hahaxX... but coze he iz using spd bike i use mt bike la.... half way through my gear jam la, but luck i manage to get it back to normal... otherwise muz push the bike frm b panjung to cck... far la... hahaxX....

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~~Wednesday, April 25, 2007~~

9:03 PM

OH YEAH...! MANU WON AC MILAN 3-2...! WOOOHOOO....!

woke up tis morning to see the match... and is another one which is worth watching... luckily bryan called me and woke me up.... otherwise i think i would hav missed the first half actions at least... its damn exciting la... as a manu fan, watched manu lead, then lose the lead, equalise and eventually score the winning goal, so late in the game summore... nw manu juz nid to avoid defeat to go to the finals... yeah...!

tis morning i left hse at the usual tym, but once i reach the bus stop, the bus juz nice leave alr... the nxt one will only come in 15min tym, so i took another bus which requires mi to switch to the ngee ann shuttle bus.... i took the shuttle bus fer the first tym la... and itz one tt i will nvr take again.... take till make mi late fer class when i shld be early without taking it... =(

sumhow im rather energetic even though i nvr hav enuff slp the ytd la... im having maths fer the first lesson and i tot i will be slpy till i wun even go and think bout maths... but sumhow im able to listen to the lecturer attentive and do the rather difficult qns... and even during the 3 hours break tt i hav, i simply could nt fall asleep...

and to end skool iz 2 hours of manufacting practices, the ultimate boring lecture... itz lyk damn difficult to understand the tools and dun even understand wad the lecturer is toking la... normally fer tis lecture itz tym fer playing psp... but my battery life iz only left wif 5%, aft playing fer the 3 hrz of break... so was damn bored la.... the same goes fer victor and gt... so we came out wif games to play... we played 3 players bingo, chopstick, 'chi gor par', scissors paper stone, tic tac too... esp the scissors paper stone and tic tac too iz damn farni la.... fer scissors paper stone, the firx tym we play victor come out wif scissors, i come out wif stone and gt come out wif stone... and we lyk sitting juz in tt sequence la... aft tt we laughed lyk siao, then the lecturer looked at us, maybe he tot we siao alr... hhahaxX.... then fer tic tac too, we come out wif our own set of rules la... got play 25 sq also got play 16 sqs.... hahaxxX.... ttz the ultimate solution to cure boredness la...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Sunday, April 22, 2007~~

10:57 PM

oh man.... tis iz the first sunday or rather the first dae in quite some tym tt i was actually rotting at hm... dunnoe whether to call it gd or bad... hahaXx... was suppose to go out in the morning... but in the end i got too tired and overslpet... only woke up in the afternoon... maybe coze of the match i watch ytd and was working ba... manu vs boro... damn it la.... manu draw wif boro... wanted to go out and golf in the afternoon, but the weather was really bad... it suddenly rained very heavily and summore dere were thunder... in short, thunderstorm.... hahaXx... so continue to stay at hm and rot... till the evening tym, the weather became very nice aft the rain... i went to try out the new brickland road wif my bicycle... itz a new road juz built linking cck to bukit batok la... but nt yet officially open to vehicles... therefore, the whole stretch of road become lyk temporary track fer ppl to run and cycle on... the stretch of road iz arnd 1 or 2 km ba... shall go again nxt week... rented the nacho libre dvd to watch at nite... itz nt so comedic as wad i thought it was.... but itz still ok la.... and aft tt, i watched abit of the chelsea match... to my joy, chelsea draw wif newcastle...! heng ah.... manu still got the 3 point lead on top of the table.... OLE...!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Thursday, April 19, 2007~~

10:24 PM

im damn freaking tired nw la... aft a rather long dae... itz the earliest dae tis week tt my skool starts.... at 9am.... but the good thing is tt it ends at 12nn.... hahaxX... the first 2 hours itz schduled that i have the sports and wellness program that ngee ann hav fer all student... the program is pratically fer students to learn a sport tt dey dunnoe how to play la... derez tennis, touch rugby, cheer leading, soccer, street soccer etc... i wanted to go tennis one... but full hse liao... so chose volleyball in the end... itz only orientation todae... so it ended early... then went to play street soccer at the soccer court... and in the end i play till im 30 mins late fer my nxt tutorial... i went in totally soiled wif sweat la... power la.... juz join the skool i become bad boi alr... hahaxX... but it felt shiok la... damn long nvr play soccer alr... but dunnoe y aft playing my shoulder muscle is aching... maybe bend it too much like beckham alr... hahahaxX... aft the skool finish at 12nn, mi and gt went to play pool at bt timah... damn long nvr play pool dere alr la... and my old error is back again... giv mi free ball i hit miss...! complacency sia... hahaxX.... aft playing pool it was still early la.... so mi and gt decided to go to gym.... and mon joined in ltr.... quite surprised gt actually suggested to go gym la... always ask him go dun wan go one... yup, aft gym, mon took bus hm then gt ran hm.... he somehow persuaded mi to company him la... but the only diff is tt he ran i cycle... hahaxX... but itz tedious enuff fer mi la... frm cck stadium i nid to cycle to his house in bt panjung, then frm bt panjung i nid to cycle back to cck la... and i took the long but one wif nt so much traffic and one which im nt familiar wif... in the end i took longer then expected to reach hm.... but im getting in luv wif cycling nwadaez wif my new mt bike la... hahaXx... aft riding it fer quite sometym alr, my bike is getting dirty wif all the mud la... the wheels and frames were the worst victim... but itz ok... wif the mud, it looks more like a true mountain bike nw.... hahaxX.. so itz been damn tiring la... aft all th physical sports todae.... juz wanna slp nw....

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Wednesday, April 18, 2007~~

7:02 PM

itz the third dae of skool...! hahaxX... things hav been so far so good... the lecturers, the ppl... well, derez tis lecturer who is damn friendly la and i like him alot... he is teaching mi engineering mechanics... of all the lecturers tt i hav met, he is the least boring la... in the sense of the way he talk... then we had a lil soccer conversation todae... i wore a manu jersey to his class and then he started talking bout my jersey... and in the end we talk football... hahaxX... he's a liverpool fan... then i got to noe tt most ppl in my class also manu fan....! hahaxX.... btw, manu won sheffield united 2-0 in tis morning's match... carrick and rooney score... it seems tt carrick is on hot form.... wanted to wake up and watch one... but in the end im too tired to crawl out of my bed.... and todae i attended a lesson which is the most boring one la... itz the workshop practises... wad the lecturer was saying i totally catch no ball la... itz all bout d&t stuff... and i didnt take d&t in sec.... maybe ttz y i catch no ball ba... im lyk listening on one ear and on the other ear is fer the output.... nth goes into my brain... wonder how im gonna pass tis module... hahaxX.... and nw im still in the skool la.... doing some exercises and revision... wah... im hardworking...! =D and i juz rmb one very funny incident in the lecture todae... one of the lecturer was going through the milestones in the history of aviation... then he was talking bout when the first jet engine invented, when the first rocket was launched blah blah blah... then suddenly come out one ngee ann poly's first batch of aerospace technology students graduated... hahahaxX...! the moment i see it i laughed like shit la.... ttz one of the more happy incident i met.... another rather sad incident is when i was going to attend the first class in the morning... i was climbing up the hill at the pedestrain road which is within the np compound la... then walk walk walk, i suddenly heard one light 'bomp' sound... when i look juz to my left, i saw one student kena knock down by car... but lucky itz juz a slight bump which is strng enuff to make her fall to the ground la... then she still can sae omg aft beeing knocked... wtf...

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~~Monday, April 16, 2007~~

11:56 PM

i titz the first dae back to skool aft some 6 mths of long break aft 'o' levels and also the first dae of skool in ngee ann poly...! hahaxX... tis morning im late la... my tuitorial starts at 9am, and im 15 mins late la, even though i left house at 8am... the traffic at the upper bt timah road is really bad la... esp at tt timing... but luckily the lecturer is quite kind and let us off tis tym... the whole morning has been quite slack la... the first tuitorial is more of introduction... then fer the second tuitorial the lecturer tok awhile then we can go alr...! hahaxX... tt tuitorial is suppose to last fer 2 hours and todae last fer less than 15 mins... then we hav a damn long lunch break la... coze my next lecture only start in 3 hrs and 45 mins tym.... hahaxX... so went fer lunch first... the canteen food and drinks are rather cheap la... and itz totally different frm secondary skool... the most notable diff is tt aft eating we dunnid to clear the plates ourselves...! hahaxX... and nw we must crack our head on which canteen to eat la... we got 4 canteens... tried canteen 1 todae... maybe i should try canteen 3 tmr... then we went to the cca fair to see and then went to the library to play psp... the break is seriously too long alr la... in the afternoon the lessons are more serious alr... the maths lecture and the aerospace tuitorial... so far i find it quite enjoyable la... at least nw we're nt stuck in the same classrm everydae, we move about... it kills the z-monster also la... went to get some notes and textbooks fer the course aft the skool ends and it cost arnd 25 bucks in total la... and nw im headache over which cca to join la... y np dun offer golf sia... if nt i confirm join... hahaXx... nw im considering canoe, volleyball, sailing or cycling... my priority is canoeing la... but the training is damn shiong la... saturdae and sundae also nid training... no life sia... but in summary, i enjoyed my first dae of skool... =D

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~~Friday, April 13, 2007~~

10:02 PM

itz the 13th, a fridae... wad the greek known as an unlucky dae... well... i guess ttz rather superstitious la... i also nvr kena anything unlucky todae... hahaxX...

okies... back to the main point... had two daes of freshmen orientation at np... todae's the last dae... how i wish it was a overnite camp la... but too bad... itz only a dae camp... the first dae of the orientation is rather tiring la....in the morning we're juz slacking in the lecture hall... but in the afternoon we were walking arnd the campus fer games la... the weather was nt very gd also la... awhile the sun damn hot, awhile rain so heavily... summore the np's campus is so hilly la... btw, my classrm and workshop area is damn far away frm the main gate la... and on the way to the classrms and workshops must climb hill one la... shiok liao lo... lyk tt i everydae climb hill sia... soon i will hav the fitness to scale mt everest alr ah... hahahahaxX... okies... back to the orientation... some of the games are quite fun... but when it gets to the later part, it gets quite boring alr.... maybe im juz too tired la... fer the past two nites before the orientation i only slpet a total of 9 hrs la... when i reach hm im lyk dead beat alr... then juz like ytd im suppose to meet bryan gt yimon joseph fer breakfast at kap one la.... and im again 45 mins late... hahaxX... i simply can;'t get out of the bed la... hahaxX... the second dae is more of talks... suppose to be able to go hm at 12noon alr... but i kena to participate at fun 2007, a inter-division competition la... i can either be a participant or be a supporter... luckily i chose to be a participant... at least itz nt so boring la... and tt aft finishing the game im suppsoe to participate in, i can go hm alr... hahaxX... the game tt i participate in iz rather stupid la... the 3 person muz use stick to poke a gym ball and transfer it to the other side of the hall...at least my teammates nvr did badly... fer tt game we got second fer our ME divison... yeah... but overall which division win i still dunnoe yet... coze aft the game i go hm alr...! hahaxX...

anws, i juz bought the notes fer my course fer tis semester... deres only two sets: the aerospace maintance practises and engineering maths... while the other courses got lyk a stack of notes la.... aft browsing through, i realise the aerospace maintance iz juz lyk the d&t la.... even though i nvr take d&t in sec, i think i shld be able to catch up quite easily... but the thing iz fer engineering maths, itz juz lyk amathz....! all the gradients, vectors, formulaes are coming back alr...! but im glad tt i took amathz in secondary school and surviveed it la... i dunnoe how those who nvr take amathz before one is gonna learn all the stuff in juz one semester la... iz confirm cnot cope one la... i wish dem gd luck ah...!

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~~Monday, April 09, 2007~~

9:49 PM

wow...! itz my firx post fer april...! hahaxX... oh man... im juz so bzy nwdaez... yeps... im still working at sentosa... though i keep saying i want to quit but im still dere... guess my life iz simply attached dere alr... hahaxX... work is juz much more tougher nw tt im being transferred to sos ticketing... fer those who dunnoe, sos stands fer Songs Of the Seas, itz the new attraction in sentosa to replace the old musical fountain... itz a lights and laser show and in addition, fire and fireworks.... but fer tis new one, dere will be charges fer it... itz s$6 per person, regardless ur a child, a senior citizen except fer infants... i hav been repeating tis everydae la... itz sort of recorded inside my brain alr... initially i tot life dere will be easier, but i was totally wrong... everydae kena fuck by guest, count the money until siao and talk till the saliva lyk free lyk tt... itz damn stress dere la... derez two shows everydae, 7.40pm and 8.40pm... so far the 7.40pm show hav been full hse everydae sicne the launch two weeks ago... and the past good fridae holidae, both the shows are full hse fer the first tym... damn headache one la... itz juz lyk fighting a war everydae... in conclusion, if ur clever, go fer the 8.40pm show... ;D

life at sos ticketing iz so stress till i finally fell ill... alot of times i felt myself falling ill, but in the end my body still hang on... initially itz juz very bad cough, aft tt itz followed by flu and headaches... nw, aft a week, the flu and headaches is cured alr, but the cough iz still very bad, despite going to doctor and alr tried alot of different remedies... guess wad i really need iz ample of rest... which iz very hard to get.... =(

skool iz starting in a week's tym... but it seems tt im nt really ready fer it... wad i planned was to hav a nice rest frm work and recharge fer the new skool term... but it seems tt my plan iz totally trashed... thinking back at the daes aft my final 'o' levels paper, which was chem/bio mcq paper, i was lyk having a list of things tt i wanna do fer the long holidaes... 1. to go work 2. to gym regularly 3. to go driving range regularly 4. to learn tennis 5. to obtain kayaking star 3 6. to learn self-defence skills... but so far, only one has been done, WORK..! i hav been working lyk endlessly since november... no tym to spare fer other stuff... haixX... todae i finally touch the golf stick again since 5 mths ago la... went to the driving range wif my dad... nw im juz lyk a beginner again la... itz juz so awkard...! nw i juz felt tt im lyk so 'no-life'... my life iz only consist of work... =(

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