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I'm regretting my decision to be honest. I thought it would make me feel better and that I could get over it coolly. Well, the first few days are still ok. I felt much better after letting my heart out. But gradually I'm feeling the effects of it. I got myself engaged every minute and second so as not to think too much about it, but the day will still come to point where there's nothing to do and can't stop myself from thinking about it. Maybe I thought that I had not committed myself into it, that's why I decided to make things clear to prevent myself from committing to it even further which might eventually lead to the worst. And now, the worst that I predicted came. I unknowingly commit myself into it already. I have to take the blame for the mess I had created. Told myself not get into this kind of thing again at least before 'o' levels but I still did. Damn it! That kind of feeling sucks. It's just like a break up. And I felt it again and again. I'm sick and tired of it already. Why must all the problems come at this kind of time?! Just solved my family problems and now comes my personal problem. I'm seriously damn tired already. God must be playing a fool of me. I need a nice long break now. Feel like getting myself drunk now and don't care about anything. Life sucks [for now]!