failure?? hell yes... i had proved tt im one of dem... haixX.. can't even organise a small group properly... tried so hard to get it together in the end itz still crushed... argh...! dun even think im fit to be a chairman fer comp club... doubting my ability... give up when difficulty strikez; nt determined; no gutz to take challenges; laziness... haixX... juz a simple task to organise a camp and i screwed it all up... getting more enermiez.. wad the hell am i exactly doin man...!! screwing my life up... wadd a failure..
nearly silp and fell down infront of her... haix... so paisae... totally out of sense aft tt... :(
went fer mr kaanz oral test todae... damn guai lan sia... half the converstaion iz by him lo while im the one who iz suppose to take the test... dumb la... liao la... think i fail already la.. hahaxX... firx time i gt confidence to pass my e.mathz and physics test taken todae... i actually studied fer the test lo... can't believe i actually did tt... gd sign of recovering... hahaxxX

so wad if i dun talk, dun chat and dun sms... izzet sumthing tt im doin wrong??
torturing myself in a lost and lonely world... can't see wadz my nxt step... juz floating arnd tryin beri hard to make a change.. juz wanna cry..